128. And though the devil (in thy sins) saith it
cannot be now, thou art too great a sinner ; let not
anything terrify thee, he is a liar, and maketh thy
mind fearful ; he maketh as if he were not present,
but he is present, and snarleth like a mad dog ;
and thou mayest know for certain, that all doubting whatsoever, that cometh into thy mind, is
nothing else but his suggestions [and objections].
29. For there are but two kingdoms that stir in
thee ; the one is the kingdom of God, wherein
Christ is, which desireth to have thee ; and the
other is the kingdom of l hell, wherein the devil is, > Or of the
which desireth also to have thee. Now there must wnuhofGod.
be striving here in the poor soul, for it standeth in
the midst. Christ offereth it the new garment,
and the devil presenteth the garment of sin fulness
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2to it. And when thou hast but the least thought
or inclination towards God [and goodness], that
thou wouldst fain enter into true repentance, then
truly that thought is not from thy own self, but
the love of God doth draw thee, and invite thee ;
and the noble virgin of God calleth thee thereby,
and thou shouldst only come and not neglect it.
And so truly when (in such a way) thy great sins
come before thee, and hold thee back (so that thy
heart many times receiveth no comfort) this is the
devil's staying of thee, who casteth into thy
thoughts, that God will not hear thee, thou art
yet in too great sins, he will let no comfort come
into thy soul, he layeth the sinful kingdom of this
1 comfort. world over * it ; but be not discouraged, he is thy
enemy. It is written, If your sins were as red as
blood, if you turn, they shall be as wool, white as
snow : Also, As true as I live, I have no pleasure
in the death of a poor sinner, but that he turn
and live.
30. Thou must continue steadfast in this resolute
purpose ; and though thou gettest no virtue [or
strength] into thy heart, and though the devil also
should beat down thy tongue, that thou couldst
not pray to God, yet then thou shouldst desire and
sigh to him, and continually hold and go on in this
thought and purpose, with the Canaanitish woman ;
the more thou pressest forward, the weaker the
devil is ; thou must take the suffering, death and
satisfaction of Jesus Christ before thee, and must
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throw thy soul into his promise ; where he saith,
My Father will give the Holy Ghost to them that
ask him for -it. Also, Knock, and it shall be
opened unto you; seek, and you shall find; ask,
and you shall receive ; and the more earnestly
thou pressest forth from the devil, and from thy
sins, the more mightily doth the kingdom of God
press into thee ; but have a care that thou dost not
depart from this thy will, before thou hast received
the jewel ; and though it hold off from morning
till night, and still from day to day, [let not that
discourage thee], if thy earnestness be great, then
thy jewel will also be great which thou shalt
receive * at thy overcoming. * Or in thy
31. For none knoweth what it is, but he that™
hath found it by experience. It is a most precious
guest ; when it entereth into the soul, there is a
very wonderful triumph there ; the bridegroom
there embraceth his beloved bride, and the Hallelujah of paradise soundeth. 0 ! must not the
earthly body needs tremble and shake at it ? and
though it know not what it is, yet all its members
do rejoice at it. 0 what beauteous knowledge doth
the virgin of the divine wisdom bring with her !
She maketh learned indeed ; and though one
were dumb, yet the soul would be crowned in
God's works of wonder, and must speak of his
wonders ; there is nothing in the soul but longing
to do so; the devil must be gone, he is quite
weary and faint.
The source text as printed, transcribed diplomatically. Where the source language uses a non-Latin script that reaches us only through a Victorian romanisation, this layer is labelled transliteration, because that is what we hold.