1Or figure, and thou wilt be in the * shape of the most abominable beasts, worms, and serpents, all according to
thy deeds and practice here, where then all thy
deeds will stand in the figure in the tincture
eternally before thy eyes, and will gnaw thee
sufficiently, so that thou wilt continually think, if
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thou hadst not done this or that, thou shouldst
have attained the grace of God ? Thy mocking
standeth before thy eyes, and thou art ashamed to
let the least good thought into thy soul ; for good
is as an angel before thee, and thou darest not (for
great shame) so much as touch it with thy mind,
much less look upon it. But thou must eternally
devour into thyself thy great scorning, with all thy
vices and sins, and thou must eternally despair ;
and though thou thinkest to go forth after
1 abstinence, yet the light striketh thee down J ease or «-
again, and so thou goest but forth aloft (in thy forbearance of
devouring fretting worm, in thyself) without the6'
thrones of God ; and it is with thee, as with one
who standeth upon a high stony cliff of a rock,
and would cast himself into a bottomless gulf ; and
the further he seeth, the deeper he falleth. Thus
thy own sins, scornings, deridings, cursings in
contempt of God, are thy hell-fire, which gnaweth
thee eternally ; this I speak in the word of life.
225. Therefore, 0 dear soul, turn, and let not the
devil captivate thee, and regard not the scorn of
the world ; all thy sorrow must be turned into
great joy. And though in this world thou hast
not great honour, power, and riches, that is
nothing ; thou knowest not, whether to-morrow
will be the day it will come to thy turn [to die].
Doth not a bit of bread taste better to the needy,
than the best dainties to the great ones? What
advantage hath the rich man then, but that he
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seeth much, and must be tormented and vexed in
many things, and in the end must give an account
of all his doings and stewardship, and how he hath
been a planter in this world ? He must give an
account of all his servants, and if he hath been an
evil example to them, and hath been a scandal to
them, so that they have walked in ungodly ways,
1 woe be then their poor souls cry eternally l for vengeance
superiors. upon those their superiors ; there all standeth in
the figure in the tincture. Why then dost thou
contend and strive so much after worldly honour
that is transitory ? Rather endeavour for the Tree
of Pearl, which thou carriest along with thee, and
shalt rejoice eternally in its growing and fruit.
326. 0 ! is not that a cheerful welfare, when
the soul dareth to look into the Holy Trinity,
" Or faculties, where with it is filled, so that its 2 essences grow
[flourish and blossom] in paradise, where always
the Hallelujahs or songs of praise break forth in
God's deeds of wonder, where the perpetual
growing fruit springeth up [in infinitum] endlessly,
according to thy will, where thou enjoy est all,
where there is no fear, envy, nor sorrow, where
there is mere love one of another, where one
rejoiceth at the form and beauty of another, where
the fruit groweth to every one according to his
essences [and taste or relish], as there was a type
of it in the manna to the children of Israel, where
it tasted to every one according to their essences
[or desire] ?
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Of ike, Way [or Manner] of the Entrance.
27. Beloved, mind, if thou hast a desire to this
way, and wouldst attain it, and the noble virgin in
the Tree of Pearl, then thou must use great earnestness ; it must be no lip-labour, or flattery with the
lips, and the heart far from it. No, thou canst not
attain it in such a way. Thou must collect thy
mind, with all thy thoughts [purposes] and reason,
wholly together in one will [and resolution] to
desire to turn, and resolve that thou wilt forsake
thy abominations, and thou must set thy thoughts
upon God [and goodness], with a steadfast confidence in his mercy, and then thou wilt obtain it.
The source text as printed, transcribed diplomatically. Where the source language uses a non-Latin script that reaches us only through a Victorian romanisation, this layer is labelled transliteration, because that is what we hold.