1xl THE THREE PRINCIPLES
overlook similar occurrences in the lives of St Paul,
of Plotinus, and of many an Indian philosopher.
The inward strife and yearning of soul that filled the
years of his youth are well illustrated by a highly
instructive part of his book Aurora, viz., Chapter
19, from which we will quote the following words:
" When I plainly found out that good and evil are in all
" things, as well in the elements as in creatures ; and
" that in this world the God-fearing fare no better than
" the Godless, I fell into depression and sadness, and not
" even the Scriptures, which were well known to me,
" could give me any comfort. The devil must surely
" have rejoiced at this, and often impressed my mind
" with heathenish thoughts, whereof I will make no
" mention here." (Namely, the pantheistic thought that
since the world is God's, all things therein must also be
good.). ... " But as, in my awakened zeal and eager-
" ness, I stormed violently against God and all the Gates
" of Hell, .... my spirit at last broke through into the
" innermost Birth of the Divinity and was caught up in
" Love, as a Bridegroom embraces his dear Bride. The
" triumph in my soul cannot be told or described ; I can
" liken it only to the birth of life through death, and com-
" pare it to a resurrection from the dead" [pars. 8-12].
2This " breaking through into the innermost birth of
the Divinity " took place, according to another statement, twelve years before he began to write the Aurora
(1600), and the same year it happened that, as his glance
met the bright reflection of the sun's rays upon a pewter
vessel, he suddenly was " . . . . introduced into the
innermost essence or centre of occult nature." The
sun — so he may have mused — is the only source of light
here, and yet this light could not be manifest, were it
not for the dark pewter which throws it back and makes
it visible. Indeed in this one thought lies the very
kernel of his whole later system, and in his 2nd
Epistle [Ellistone, 1649] the philosopher himself sets
forth the development of this idea.
INTRODUCTION xli
3"In this my most earnest seeking and desire, . . . .
<( a gate was opened unto me, so that in a quarter of an
" hour, I saw and learnt more than if I had studied
" many years in some university ; . . . . for I perceived
" and recognized the Being of all beings, the Byss and
" the Abyss ; also the birth of the Holy Trinity, the
" descent and origin of this world and of all creatures,
" through the Divine Wisdom. I discovered also within
" myself the three worlds, namely : (1) the divine,
" angelical or paradisical ; then (2) the dark world, as
" the original of nature to the fire ; and of (3) this
" external visible world, as a procreation or external
" birth, or as a substance manifested forth out of both
" inner and spiritual worlds. I saw and understood the
" whole nature of good and of evil, their origin and
" mutual relation, and what constitutes the womb of the
" genetrix ; so that I not only wondered greatly, but
" also rejoiced.
" And it was powerfully borne upon my mind to write
" down these things as a Memorial, however difficult they
" might be of apprehension to my outer self, and of ex-
" pression through my pen. I felt compelled to begin at
" once like a child going to school, to work upon this very
" great Mystery. Interiorly I saw it all well enough, as
" in a great depth ; for I looked through as into a chaos
" wherein all things lie [latent, undifferentiated] ; but
" the unravelling thereof proved impossible.
The source text as printed, transcribed diplomatically. Where the source language uses a non-Latin script that reaches us only through a Victorian romanisation, this layer is labelled transliteration, because that is what we hold.