11. IV /T~Y beloved Reader, we tell thee this,
-1-VJL that all things from the original of the
essence of all essences (everything from its originality) hath its driving [or impulsion] in its own
form ; and it always maketh that very thing, with
which the spirit is impregnated ; the body must
always labour in that wherein the spirit is kindled.
When I consider and think, why I write thus
[many wonders], and leave them not for other
sharper wits, I find that my spirit is kindled in
this matter, whereof I write ; for there is a living
running fire of these things in my spirit, and
thereupon (let me purpose what I will) yet this
thing continually moveth and swimmeth on the
top, and so I am captivated therewith in my spirit ;
and it is laid upon me as a work which I must
exercise. Therefore seeing it is my work that my
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spirit driveth, 1 will write it down for a Memorial,
in such a manner as I know it in my spirit, and
1 in such a manner as I attained to it, and I will set 1 th« way how
down no 2 strange thing, which myself have not a ^he^thing
tried [and known], that I be not found 3 a liar con- *™ JJJH.
cerning myself before God. « Or to write
22. Now then, if there be any that have a desire "
to follow me, and would fain have this knowledge
whereof I write, I advise him that he follow me
in this following table [pattern or way], not presently with the pen, but with the labour of the
mind, and then he shall find how I could come to
write thus ; whereas I was not taught from the
schools of this world, but only a little of this mean
hand-writing, as may be seen here.
3. But now seeing I have in hand the articles
of repentance, therefore I certify the Reader, that
in my earnestness this pen was given me, which
the hunter would have broken, with whom I began
an earnest storm, insomuch that he had cast me
down to the ground under his feet, but the breath
of God helped me up ; so that I stand up, and have
the first pen in my mind still, wherewith I will
write further, though the devil for malice should
storm hell.
4. Therefore now, if we will speak of this most
serious article, we must go from Jerusalem to
Jericho, and see how we lie among murderers, who
have so wounded us, and beaten us, that we are
half dead, and we must look about us for the
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3Samaritan with his beast, that he may dress our
wounds, and bring us into his inn. 0, how
lamentable and miserable it is, that we are so
beaten by the murderer (the devil) that we are half
dead, and yet feel our smart no more ! 0, if the
Physician would come, and dress our wounds, that
our soul might revive and live, how should we
rejoice ! Thus speaketh the desire, and hath such
longing hearty wishes ; and although the Physician
is present, yet the mind can nowhere apprehend
him, because it is so very much wounded, and
lieth half dead.
5. My dear mind, thou supposest thou art very
sound, but thou art so beaten, that thou feelest
thy disease no more. Art thou not very near
unto death, how then canst thou account thyself
to be sound ? 0, my dear soul, boast not of thy
soundness, thou liest fettered in heavy bonds, yea
in a very dark dungeon ; thou swimmest in a
deep water, which riseth up to thy very lips, and
thou must continually expect death. Besides, the
1 Or corrupt l hunter is behind thee with a great company of
nature. . r J
thy worst enemies, whereby he draweth thee continually down by his chains into the horrible deep,
into the abyss of hell, and his crew thrust thee on
behind thee, and run upon thee on all sides, yelling
and hunting, as if they had the hind they hunt after.
6. Then saith reason, Wherefore do they so?
0, my dear soul, they have great cause for it ;
behold, thou hast been their hind, and thou art
The source text as printed, transcribed diplomatically. Where the source language uses a non-Latin script that reaches us only through a Victorian romanisation, this layer is labelled transliteration, because that is what we hold.