145. Now if thou hast had an envious [spiteful]
dogged mind, and hast grudged everything to
others, (as a dog doth with a bone which himself
cannot eat), then there appeareth such a doggish
mind, and according to that source [or property]
is its worm of the soul figured, and such a will
it keepeth in the eternity, in the first Principle.
And there is no revoking, all thy envious wicked
proud works appear in thy * source, in thy own i or active
2 tincture of the worm of the soul, and thou must
live eternally therein ; nay, thou canst not conceive
or apprehend any desire [or will] to abstinence [or
forbearance of it], but thou art God's and the holy
souls' eternal enemy.
46. For the door of the deep to the light of
God appeareth to thee no more ; for thou art
now a perfect creature in the first Principle. And
now though thou dost elevate thyself, and wouldst
break open the door of the deep, yet that cannot
be [done] ; for thou art a whole spirit, and not
merely in the will only, wherein the door of the
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[Ch. 16
1 Or limit of
separation.
2 Or figured
therein.
3 Or second
birth.
4 Or unite or
give up thy
mind.
deep can be broken open ; but thou fliest out aloft
over the kingdom of God, and canst not enter in ;
and the higher thou fliest, the deeper thou art in
the abyss, and thou seest not God yet, who is so
near thee.
247. Therefore it can only be done here in this
life (while thy soul sticketh in the will of the mind)
so that thou breakest open the gate of the deep,
and pressest in to God through a new birth ;
for here thou hast the highly worthy noble virgin
of the divine love for thy assistance, who leadeth
thee in through the gate of the noble bridegroom,
who standeth in the centre in the parting l mark,
between the kingdom of heaven, and the kingdom
of hell, and generateth thee in the water and life
of his blood and death, and therein drowneth and
washeth away thy false [or evil] works, so that
they follow thee not [in such a source and property],
that thy soul be not 2 infected therein, but according
to the first image in man before the fall, as a new,
chaste, and pure noble virgin's image, without any
knowledge of thy untowardness [or vices], which
thou hadst here.
48. Thou wilt ask, What is the New 3 Regeneration ? Or how is that done in man ? Hear and
see, stop not thy mind, let not thy mind be filled
by the spirit of this world, with its might and
pomp. Take thy mind, and break through [the
spirit of this world] entirely, 4 incline thy mind
into the kind love of God ; make thy purpose
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earnest and strong, to break through the pleasure
of this world with thy mind, and not to regard it ;
consider that thou art not at home in this world,
but that thou art a strange guest, captivated in
3a close prison, cry and call to him, who hath the
key of the prison ; yield thyself up to him, in
obedience, righteousness, modesty, chastity, and
truth. And seek not so eagerly after the kingdom
of this world : it will stick close enough to thee
without that; and then the chaste virgin will
meet thee in thy mind, highly and deeply, and
will lead thee to thy bridegroom, who hath the
key to the gate of the deep ; thou must stand
before him, who will give thee to eat of the
heavenly manna, which will J refresh thee, and i or quicke
thou wilt be strong, and struggle with the gate
of the deep, and thou wilt break through as the
May-break; and though thou liest captive
in the night, yet the rays of the break of
will appear to thee in the paradise, in which place day"star>
thy chaste virgin standeth, waiting for thee with
the joy of the angels, who will very kindly receive
thee in thy new-born mind and spirit.
49. And though indeed thou must 8walk here 'swim or
with thy body in the dark 4 night among thorns bathe*
, * ° * In contempt
and thistles (so that the devil and also this world and dis*
esteem.
doth rend and tear thee, and not only buffet,
despise, , deride, and vilify thee outwardly, but
also many times stop thy dear mind, and lead it
captive in the lust of this world into the bath [or
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lake] of swine), yet then the noble virgin will
help thee still, and will call upon thee to desist
The source text as printed, transcribed diplomatically. Where the source language uses a non-Latin script that reaches us only through a Victorian romanisation, this layer is labelled transliteration, because that is what we hold.