1there watching, as a cat watcheth for a mouse, saying, 0 ! who can tell, whether that be true or no,
which thou teachest, thou hast not seen it ; neither
hath any come from the dead, and told it thee. There
are many dead, that have taught just as thou dost;
and yet doth not the world stand in its old l course,
at one time as at another? They were counted
fools, and so art thou, and after thee again things
will be still as they were before. To what purpose
then is thy care and pains ?
16. At length 2he cometh with a subtle snare,
and saith, through the spirit of the great world in
the mind, in himself, O, the heavens have caused
thee to be born to it, that thou dost such foolish
tricks, and would play juggling feats in thee, thy
gifts are not from God ; God hath never spoken
with thee ! And what canst thou know then ?
Leave off, let it alone, thou mayest be a Christian
well enough, and be quiet ; let the priests teach,
8 livings, pay, they have their 3 wages for it. What hast thou
or hire for it.
to do with it ? Beloved Reader, with these blows
this pen was once thrown to the ground, and the
driver would have broken it, but the breath of God
took it up again ; therefore it shall write what
happened to it, to be an example for all wellwishers ; and it is an exceeding precious one.
217. Now when the devil had thus thrown it down,
then it was silent, and desired not only to write no
more, but the devil rushed in upon it, and beat it
along, and would have broken it. He came forth
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with his sour apples, and held them before the soul
of this pen, and would have it eat of his dainties ;
also he strowed sugar upon them [as he did for Eve].
If he had gotten the soul again into his chains, how
would he have been revenged on it ! as was afterwards known in the storm, where his mind was
known very well. Now when it was thus, the lily
faded and lost its fragrant smell, the Pearl did hide
itself, and the virgin of the Pearl stood mourning,
and the noble mind sank down in great unquietness.
18. Indeed the driver said at the beginning,
that it should have rest with being quiet ; but it
was rest only to flesh and blood, and yet it was no
quietness either, but a furtherance to the hunting.
But when the mind found itself in great unquietness of soul, it recollected the soul, and sought the
Pearl which the soul had before, and supposed that
3it lay as a treasure in the l case of the soul, but » Or cabinet
it was gone ; and then the mind sought that [Pearl]
in body and soul, and behold it was not there, it
could not be found ; and there was nothing to be
seen but the devil's sour apples, which were strowed
before the soul, that it should feed on them. But
the soul stood in great perplexity, and would not
eat of its evil fruit ; it called its virgin, but she sat
as if she were asleep.
19. Thus the soul stood with great longing and
desire ; also was many times in great combat with
the hunter, who would still throw it to the ground.
When it set itself in opposition against him, then
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THE THREE PRINCIPLES
[Ch. 24
1 Barmhertzigkeit, mercifulness.
2 Note, No
pen in this
world can
sufficiently
describe it.
3 the wisdom
of God.
The source text as printed, transcribed diplomatically. Where the source language uses a non-Latin script that reaches us only through a Victorian romanisation, this layer is labelled transliteration, because that is what we hold.