16 The external bonds that compressed him have been untied.
2The inner possibilities can arise.
3But.., oh sorrow!, the benumbed soul shudders in exhausting spasms between shadow and light.
4Five years in Jersey, an emigrant among emigrants, with the inner “tormentor” that gives him no rest.
5He struggles for his living and works as a teacher...
6He works steadily; and he studies and meditates even more than he works.
7The “British Museum” came to know his restless steps of an insatiable investigator and opened wide to him the treasures of human knowledge; and when, leaving the books for a moment, he looked about him, the political exiles of the Second Empire gave him in their turn a lesson.
8Three springs of knowledge he thus had within reach: hard necessity, books and men.
9And the faith that knew how to drain experience to the bottom.
10What did men give him?
11“Principles, doctrines, general aspirations, generous sentiments of those proscribed men — I did not fail to listen to all that stirred within them.” The evangelical fraternity, which at times seemed to clasp them into one great family in exile,
12“disappeared where the Empire was concerned.” And even when he understands the reasons for their feelings, his heart is wrung to observe that men, “through divergence of ideas, were capable of heaping every insult upon one another and accusing one another of every crime”.
13What do the books tell him?
14Following the counsel of de Metz, whom even from afar he continued to revere as a father, he devoted himself to satisfying his insatiable avidity for knowledge and drank at every spring, and especially at Fabre d’Olivet, the learned philosopher and linguist of the Synthetic School of Court de Gébelin; he was drawn by this “pagan” transported into the nineteenth century, this “restorer” of the religious philosophy of bygone times.
15He would leave a deep imprint on his spirit.
16Like him, he will make all the civilisations file past and will follow the thread of history through the labyrinth of its evolutions.
17But essential differences separate the metaphysical realisation of the one from the social and mystical realisation of the other; and although Fabre d’Olivet gave the material for the work, Saint Yves made of it a masterpiece.
18What lesson does his life bring?
19Free now of the bonds of external despotism, he will be able to seek within himself the elements useful to his future creation.
20But behold, he was not inwardly free.
21Perhaps the external struggles were the reflection of the great inner combat; perhaps...
22Thought and feeling tear at each other like enemies.
23And if during mystical meditations he gently rocks and quiets his soul, as soon as he reasons his “faith does not stand, and complete obscurity reigns in him”.
24When this state of his soul is translated outward, the separation of mind and heart becomes the antagonistic and irreconcilable dualism of Science and Religion.
25And his social vocation springs to life to answer the double necessity of reconciling, in the world and in the individual, and analogically in all that exists, the seemingly hostile principles that move within them.
26Fertile epoch of silent gestation, where all the latent forces make ready to be born!
27He drains every spring, verifies, compares, documents himself in the study of all the traditions, Western and Eastern, by the linguistic, philosophical, scientific, symbolic and historical way, cultural and social, political and economic.
28How to attain the synthesis?
29His Master had said: “The past and the future of Christianity is the divine goodness passing into the state of an intellectual and social system of Humanity”.
30But for 20 years, “Universality and Christianity contended in my meditations before making a pact, like the angel with Jacob”.
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