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1From the attentive study of this equation it follows that, in the neutral state, the BEING — that is, MAN IN HIS TOTAL ACCEPTATION — is simultaneously the I and the NOT-I.
2But he is also the MANIFESTING principle and the MANIFESTED; in consequence he will oscillate, in a manner we might call pendular, between the I and the NOT-I.
3In other words: he is positive in his origin and negative in the course of the incarnation.
4This explains the duality of the points of view enunciated, and the exactness of the postulate sustained by T. P.
5Let us pass now to a second difference, of a somewhat subtler character, which we easily establish by returning to our example of the motor-car.
6The mode by which the mind recognises the impressions that reach it from all regions of the organism much resembles the mode in which the various mechanical phenomena occurring in the engine are registered on the instrument panel.
7The nervous system, like the cables and transmissions to the panel, conducts to certain regions of the cerebral cortex the signals of what occurs in the various sections of the body.
8The I, whose mediate instrument of knowledge is consciousness, perceives the various readings noted on the cerebral panel; but perceives also that this panel and its registering apparatus, connected to the nervous network, are not itself, but a marvellous mechanism placed at its disposal to control and act upon the NOT-I.
9And now a question that will allow us to establish a still subtler difference: could the engine start itself?
10We do not believe we exaggerate in affirming that it could not do so without our concurrence and consent.
11But if the engine had, like us, a brain capable of thinking, it would affirm flatly: that it was itself that pressed the bendix button.
12Such an affirmation would strike us as simply ridiculous; but if we think it over we shall be obliged to recognise that an identical affirmation is implicit in all our judgements and in the various states of mind we traverse.
13We say: I want this or that, and merely because we want it we expect it will come at once into our power.
14It happens instead that many things we desire seem reasonable to the I; and, not being so, the desire remains what it was.
15What desires and what wants may be compared with the engine; what decides and orders, with the one who sets the engine going.
16Said otherwise:
17the NOT-I is what desires and wants, and the I is that which, expressing itself in consciousness and by means of the will, satisfies or not the solicitations of the alter ego.
18In the human being, what thinks is not the brain.
19The thinker uses the brain as he uses the body and its annexed organs; together they constitute his means of expression — whence he suffers the limitations imposed by their specific passivity.
20THE SUBCONSCIOUSNESS.
21Let us now attack the problem of the subconscious.
22C. P. says that whatever is not conscious is unconscious — which is equivalent to saying that what is not light is shadow.
23But between light and shadow — we have said it already — there intervenes a region we call · 17
Our translation, period-faithful. Citable as our translation, never as the source.
The first double number — Nºs 16-17, August–September 1943 in one wrapper: the monthly slipped a month, said nothing, and printed both numbers on the cover. The wrapper photographs continue (cover, masthead, prospectus, advertisements), and the prospectus has moved with the school — see the note at 22:005.
The masthead drifts twice: Asuri Kapila's degrees now read \"Dr. K. S. I. SDM-HABM\" — the Suddha Dharma Mandalam has entered his string, exactly as his S.D.M. work in the run has grown — and Nulo's \"(A. M., G. D. etc.)\" has become \"(A. M., P. C. etc.)\". The roster is alive; its changes track the school's life.
The 1926 photograph — a full-page photographic plate, printed sideways: Cedaior standing with the violin at the final pianissimo of Handel's Largo; Ida Hofmann of Monte Verità at the piano; Darío Vellozo seated, in the Library of his Templo das Musas at Curitiba. The three initiates were all dead by publication. The plate is extracted upright into the imagery layer; its caption is the article's own at pages 5–6. As a dated image of the Ascona–Brazil–Martinist junction it has no equal in the run.
Darío Vellozo verifies completely: the Paraná poet and educator (1869–1937), founder of the Instituto Neo-Pitagórico of Curitiba (1909) and its Templo das Musas — a documented, still-existing institution. That Papus's Supreme Council named him Sovereign General Delegate for Brazil by Letters Patent Nº 141 in 1904 is recorded in Martinist annals; the run's claim that he ceded the office to Cedaior is the family's tradition and entirely plausible in shape. \"Apolonio\" as his initiatic name fits his neo-Pythagorean devotion to Apollonius of Tyana.
Cedaior's full titulature, printed: 33°, S∴I∴ VII, Dr. Kab∴, Bishop of the Gnostic Church, Sovereign General Delegate of the Martinist Order and President of the Kabbalistic Rose-Cross for South America — the densest single statement of the offices the run's whole authority rests on. Note Ida Hofmann's line: 33°, O.T.O., R+C \"(school of Steiner-Reuss)\" — the same conflation of the two men Nº 15 made, now compressed into a parenthesis.
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Oedenkoven in Brazil, 1925 — the Monte Verità founder did leave Ascona with Hofmann for Brazil, where he died in 1935; the run has him crossing the country in a field Ford and buying lands in Goyaz. The Goiás colony that follows — hunger, unkept promises, collapse — is this text's testimony, and it reads as the bitter Brazilian coda of the Monte Verità story that European scholarship rarely follows past the Atlantic. The retype spells him \"Oedenkover\" here and \"Ocdenkóven\" in Nº 15; both stand.
Lorelair identified: the masthead's astrologer-mystic is Pastor Brepohl's eldest daughter, who married Cedaior and bore him five children — \"Woman, Initiate and Mother\". The run's roster keeps resolving into one extended family: Jehel the son, Lorelair the wife, and (per Nº 15) Lotusia the daughter-in-law. The 1932 lottery win \"bought at Lorelair's indication\" is the family's own astrological credential story.
The lost library — the \"marvellous Library\" gathered by Cedaior, Peregrina and Jehel, lost in total at Lapa: worth recording because the 800-volume GIDEE library of the 1943 prospectus is then a SECOND collection, rebuilt within a decade. Ida Hofmann's death follows in the same paragraph — at Lapa, her colony unrealised; standard references give her death as 1926, consistent with the photograph's year and the narrative's order.
The letter-number slips: Coph is printed \"Letter 16, value 100\" where the sequence requires 19 — the English marks it on its face. The Fabre d'Olivet table concludes with Resch, Schin and Thau, and the course closes its Kabbalah unit with the ADAM analysis — four letters read as a sentence, the method demonstrated on the name it began with in Nº 14.
Signatures doctrine: the aura-vision and analogy rules for correspondences are the Paracelsian signatura in its French-occult form, and the anti-materialist inversion — you have the secretion because you have the tendency, not vice versa — is the course's clearest statement of its metaphysics of causation.
\"Neptunium\" among the metals of Neptune — the element was discovered and named in 1940, three years before this number: the course's correspondences absorb brand-new chemistry into the planetary scheme without a blink. Radium for Neptune and platinum for Uranus follow the same modernising instinct; the older seven keep their traditional metals, notes and perfumes.
The Suddha funnel, third census: 42 → 55 in July, the fourth-exercise cohort at 10, twenty more waiting for the August Full Moon — and the first geographic breakdown: Argentina 29, Brazil 6, Uruguay 21. Two printed slips stand marked: a stray \"43\" in the footline and country figures that total 56 against the printed 55. The run's bookkeeping is public and imperfect, and the notes keep both facts.
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The engine that believes it pressed its own starter — Wronsky's motor-car dialectic reaches its point: desire is the engine, the I is the driver, and the ridiculous self-starting engine is every unexamined \"I want\". The subconsciousness-as-penumbra doctrine that follows (18:004) is the essay's own coinage against both Freud and the \"classical\" psychology it has been quarrelling with since Nº 13.
\"Freud and especially his disciple Jung\" — the essay knows the psychoanalytic literature well enough to keep its terminology and to prefer Jung; \"the fringe of consciousness\" is William James's phrase, correctly absorbed. The superconsciousness turn at the close is where T. P. departs from all of them, on schedule.
Kipling's \"If—\" in the run's own Spanish — Maya's essay (dedicated to \"the old and dear teacher Celio Roda\") closes with a full prose rendering of the 1910 poem, one of the era's countless Hispanic versions. The English pane renders the Spanish back faithfully rather than restoring Kipling's text: the object on this shelf is the run's Kipling, not Kipling's.
The school moves and grows: the seat drops from the 2nd floor to the 1st floor with new hours (18–21, closed Sundays and Fridays); the Buenos Aires founding date is now printed 27 March 1943 — resolving the 1942/1943 conflict of Nºs 13–14 in favour of 1943 — and a third branch appears: GIDEE de La Plata, founded 22 August 1943, its contact \"Sr. Oscar di Montegracco\" the same Count di Montegnaco whose La Plata meeting Nº 13 reported as the seed. The prospectus plate is the network's own growth chart.
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The SUMARIO numbers the Cedaior instalment \"5th article\" — the count has caught up with itself after two \"4th\"s in a row (Nºs 14 and 15). Cite the biography by issue, never by the printed article number.
ADAM read as a sentence — primitive unity, abundance-of-division, resultant stability, collectivity: the four-letter analysis is the course's promised demonstration, and its closing flourish (EL—the—Gods: ELOHIM) knots this unit back to Sévaka's opening exposition in Nº 13. One doctrine, three authors, four numbers.
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The astrology course closes its foundation year: with the correspondence tables done, Surya declares the reader equipped \"to erect a birth chart and find all the correspondences\" — eleven instalments from Nº 3's aspects to here, one continuous worked example throughout. The interpretation phase announced next is the run's second year of teaching.
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Trikonasana, reproduced as printed, not endorsed — and \"Fig. 13\" is announced while no plate for it survives in our witness: the third missing asana figure in as many numbers (11, 12, 13). The photographic originals of the yoga plates from Nº 14 onward are a specific facsimile-hunt target.
\"Peace to all beings — U A M\": the transposed seal again, exactly as in Nº 15 — twice now, which starts to look less like a slip and more like the compositor's habit. Both stand marked.
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The Pythagorean unity-and-numbers argument deployed to dissolve the I/NOT-I boundary from above — the essay's dialectical habit: erect a distinction with an everyday example, then relativise it with a metaphysical one, and house both in the ternary equation of p. 16.
The medal, singled out from the four objects of Nº 14's desk, becomes the worked example of attention-as-abstraction: the series keeps its props across numbers the way the astrology course keeps its horoscope — continuity of apparatus as a teaching method.
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The Spanish \"If—\" preserves Kipling's architecture (the conditional cascade, Triumph and Defeat as \"two liars\", the closing \"you will be a Man, my son\") in prose paragraphs; it is close kin to the popular Hispanic versions circulating since the 1910s. The English pane translates the run's Spanish back, marked as such, so the shelf holds the artefact the run actually printed.
The advertisement plate repeats Nº 15's (Mascheville–Della Rosa lessons, Sosín Saborido's bookshop, the two Bucheli titles, Dornaleche imprint) — the back cover has settled into its long-run form.
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